And for those of you that wonder what I look like (since I haven't posted a picture of myself on my blog) here ya go! Just add 40+ years. Boy, I wish my butt still looked like that! ;)-
This is the story of my journey to adopt a child from Kazakhstan.
And for those of you that wonder what I look like (since I haven't posted a picture of myself on my blog) here ya go! Just add 40+ years. Boy, I wish my butt still looked like that! ;)This cubby bookcase? LOVE IT! After searching most of cyberspace and every store I could think of, I finally broke down and paid (too much) for it from Land of Nod. I have to say it is the highest quality and best craftsmanship of anything I have ever purchased that had to be assembled. Very sturdy. And amazingly enough, matches the stain on the crib perfectly. Almost pains me to have a toddler dinging it up with toys, but it is all his.
Aktobe |
And yes, many nights (days, nights, and more sleepless nights) I think I may have just lost my mind! But, I'm also excited and am looking forward to all the challenges, thrills, sweet little moments, panic, hope, messes, joys, and mostly love that will be an everyday part of my life.
I've changed my life pretty dramatically in the past year (new job, new state, new house, new life!) in part because I wanted a fresh start, but also because doing so allowed me financially and emotionally to pursue adoption.
Most of you know that my mother had me at nearly 40 and raised me alone. And this was back when being a single mom, and especially an older single mom, was not a very acceptable thing to do. I'm sad that Mom will never know her grandchild, but I know she would be thrilled that I am doing this. From her I have learned independence, tenacity, resourcefulness, and that family is not defined by numbers or what society thinks it should be, but by love and support. Thank you, Mom, for setting the example that has given me the courage to follow, in my own way, in your footsteps.